pma_sex_machine

Tue, 30 Jan 2007 01:40:18 GMT

so today was interesting...i went bacck to school after being out and that wasnt too bad although i thought it would be. i dont seem to have much work which always seems weird to me because before going to pma it seemed to be piled on. so i found out all my midterm grades and before i would've been really nervous but i guess i am finally secure enough with myself that i already knew that i did well...well that is except for in precalc WTF??? anyway so this weekend i found out that this kid (alex) brokeup with his girlfriend and is back on the market..which is good. i mean i like him..but i wont fall for him hard again because i got hurt before and girls got to put up a gaurd to protect herself. anyway i wont throw myself into an un-exclusive relationship like i did before because he was iffy on his feelings and as per usuall i got HURT. so anyway i want to be his friend and if he comes running to me with open arms...then i might just accept. anyway i hungout with jared today and that was fun...uhh i'm pretty happy right now...my friends make me happy and i've come to realize that waiting around for the right guy is way better than dating bad ones who make me feel like shit. anyway...i'm happy and thats all you should know xxx lauren

Fri, 26 Jan 2007 20:41:58 GMT

so i'm watching the tyra show....

first of all

tyra's hair looks fuckin queer today.

second its all about soap operas

it gets me thinking how unrealistic tv really is

i mean come on??? on passions theres a witch and

a monkey??? honestly oh my god and i just heard

thats its being cancelled~!!!!! which is real exciting

anyway...back to life...i'm tired and hungry and want to see

my cousins baby but since i'm sick i think i have to stay

at home??? but i really want to see her because i love babies

i'd have one if i was married...and not 17 ahah so ya i will

have tons later. weird i was just talking about babies as if

they were inanimateobjects what ever at this point they are.

bitches

Thu, 18 Jan 2007 23:12:16 GMT

sometimes i really dont understand people. i try really hard to be a reasonable person..but when people seek me out and be intentionally bitchy i'm going to obviously get mad. so today a person i'm really not found of told me to "stop bitching about her" but i only bitch about her because she is a horrible person. cheating on ur boyfriend is A} sketchy B} decietful c} hugeee betrayl....like i dont know how she doesnt feel like she should die...does she have no conscience??? ugg legit just go die......

ok so i know i'm ranting but

this gurl is BREAKING my friends heart...and she doesnt even know it

dude he loves u more than u could know.

alright i'm done talking about that

i have a three day weekend again this week cuz i finished my miterms..YAYYY
and i'm gunna go snowboarding with avery and jenn on saturdady so i'm really
EXCITED

OK thats the end of my first entry. enjoy...comment

haveee fun

xxxxxx
lauren